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Among the emotions she can tolerate, it seems that there is no option to be angry.
Therefore, she accepts all emotions, whether positive or negative, that others give her.
She may have some emotional deficiencies, but that doesn't mean she's incapable of experiencing normal emotions.
Rather, the fact that Wakaba Mutsu could say "I want to be a mother" suggests that her inner feelings are perhaps stronger than Hachimi imagined.
"Are you... lying to me?" Wakaba Mutsu asked bluntly.
Banami gently shook her head and said, "No, I was just joking. I will make you a mother, in the way you wanted just now."
After hearing what Banami said, Wakaba Mutsumi asked, "Why? I hate you."
Because of Su Shi's relationship with Xiangzi.
"You clearly hate me, but you still want to kiss me?" Banami retorted.
"Ugh, can't we just kiss? Besides, you're the one who told me that kissing can relieve stress," Wakaba Mutsu said matter-of-factly.
Suddenly, Banai felt a bit tense again, as if his "weird uncle" label was being pressed tighter and tighter.
For a child like Wakaba Mutsu, who lacks common sense, sex and love are not yet linked, so naturally, dislike is not associated with sex.
Right now, Hanami is filled with guilt.
"Probably because I don't want to see you disappear, Wakaba Mutsumi," Yagami said with a smile.
"why?"
Why don't you want to see me disappear? Even as a mother, Minami wants me to disappear.
"Because I like Wakaba Mutsumi," the boy said bluntly.
"Like? I clearly hate you?" Wakaba Mutsu asked.
"Just because you hate me doesn't mean I can't like you?" Banami said.
Ruoye Mutsu thought for a moment, then gently shook her head: "I don't understand."
"More than not understanding, what you're trying to express is that you can't believe it, right?"
It was as if Banami had become a translator. Even though her own mother hated her, someone she hated said they liked her. To Wakaba Mutsuki's instincts, this was something that did not conform to emotional logic.
As expected, Wakaba Mutsu nodded slightly.
"Because I like Xiangzi, I like you, whom Xiangzi likes. It's love for the house and the crow, do you understand?" Banami found another reason.
This time, Ruoye Mu could understand. After all, it was Xiangzi who introduced her to Su Shi and Toumo Ling in the beginning.
"That's enough reason why I don't want you to disappear."
While it's true that Banami can't say she "loves" Wakaba Mutsu right now, she doesn't want her to disappear and is genuinely making efforts for her.
He could now sense that Wakaba Mutsu's condition was extremely dangerous.
"Becoming a mother" may be the only obsession she has left in this world.
"So, I will make you a mother. This time, I will not treat you as Xiangzi, but truly let you feel the existence of life."
Having said that, Banami breathed softly into Mutsu's ear.
Even though Banami had breathed in his ear before, he had called out Xiangzi's name then. Now he was just calling out his own name, but Wakaba Muku could sense a different emotion than before.
What is this...? Ruoye Mu didn't understand either, but she wasn't upset.
"But you're Xiangzi's lover, really? Can you have a child with me?"
Even someone as innocent as Ruoye Mu still possesses this basic common sense.
After all, her parents were a married couple when they had her.
“It’s alright!” Hanami shouted.
Ruo Yemu was slightly puzzled.
“I am not your lover or husband, just the father of your child,” Banami said without any shame.
My words and deeds are as clear as a mirror, and all my actions are righteous.
Even Wakaba Mutsu was taken aback when he heard Yagami's reason.
Then... she nodded slightly, "That makes sense."
If it were any of the MYGO and Mother Chicken Gods other than Wakaba Mutsu, they would all slap Hachina.
But this approach actually worked for Wakaba Mutsuki.
"Well then, I'm going to begin." As Banami said this, her voice trembled slightly with nervousness.
He had actually done it with Wakaba Mutsu countless times, but he didn't know it before.
As for how to explain it to Xiangzi, that's a matter for later. Right now, he has to keep Ruoye Mu in this world, whether it's for the child or for the joy of life's instincts.
Goo me, SKAI-chan.
He said softly to himself.
This time, Ruo Yemu did not choose to close her eyes, but instead kept them open and looked at the other person.
A strange emotion welled up inside me, a feeling I had never experienced before, even when I was with Xiao Xiang.
“Xi…” She subconsciously imitated Xiangzi’s tone and called out the name Xiangzi used.
Children, in their innocent ignorance, learn about emotions through imitation, whether it be love or hate.
Perhaps, she can also....
Just as their lips were about to touch, the door to the room was suddenly opened.
Finally, after learning to control his body, Xiangzi rushed to the Toyokawa family home as fast as he could and arrived at his bedroom.
Then, she saw Banami gently approach "her" lips.
"Myself" calls Xi's name in a very ambiguous tone.
It's just like how you would normally address your lover.
Recalling how Wakaba Mutsumi had been imitating her and deceiving Hachina during this time, using her body to be intimate with her, Shoko felt as if a string of reason had snapped in her head. She shouted, "Wakaba Mutsumi, get away from Yuu!"
She shouted and ran to the two of them, angrily shoving Wakaba Mutsu away.
Ba Nai's eyes widened in surprise, and she thought to herself, "Hey, Xiangzi!"
“Xi, she is Xiao Mu, she is not me, I am Xiangzi.”
"no...."
However, when Wakaba Mutsu was pushed away, a sad expression appeared on her face.
"As expected, I still can't be a mother..."
Then, Wakaba Mutsu looked at the two of them and said, "Shoko, thank you for everything..."
Xiangzi was slightly taken aback. After her anger subsided, she looked at Xiao Mu and noticed that something was wrong with him.
Then, Wakaba Mutsumi looked at Hachimi and said, "I'm sorry, I haven't finished knitting that scarf yet."
When she finished speaking, it felt as if something had pierced her heart.
"Wakaba Mutsumi!" Hanami shouted, running past Shoko to her side.
But she slowly closed her eyes.
Hanami placed her hand on her shoulder and called out, "Wakaba Mutsumi, wait..."
However, when she opened her eyes again, she called out, "Xi."
Banami's head buzzed; it was Xiangzi's voice.
Then, Banami heard a sharp scream coming from behind her.
"Xiao Mu, Xiao Mu, where are you, Xiao Mu!"
When Banami turned around, she saw "Wakaba Mutsu," no, it should be Metis, calling out in a miserable voice as if he had lost half of his body.
Wakaba Mutsumi... is dead.
Chapter Fifty-Five: Torturing the Gods
If Ye Muku "died," disappearing from this world she had already despaired of, without leaving a trace.
Toyokawa Shoko stood at the door of Wakaba's house, her face pale, as if she might collapse at any moment.
Behind him was Yana Miyu.
The two knocked on the door of the Wakaba family without saying a word, but the Wakaba couple, who were unaware that their daughter had disappeared, were not at home.
"The young lady is in her room right now. Miss Nagasaki is keeping her company in her room," the maid said calmly.
Xiangzi nodded gently, then walked into the familiar room of Wakaba Mutsu.
“Xiao Mu… Metis, it’s me.” Xiangzi said in a slightly trembling voice.
"Get out! I don't want to see you!" But an agitated voice came from inside.
Xiangzi still mustered up the courage to open the door, only to be greeted by a toy car that hit her in the face.
Xiangzi saw that Ruoye Mu's appearance was now a mess of tears, with her eyes red and swollen.
"Metis, don't be like this, don't get so agitated!" Su Shi quickly hugged the other person.
Only Su Shi, whom Ruoye Mu likes, can bring Metis a little peace now.
However, Xiangzi, who was hit, did not react except for becoming even paler; he simply endured Metis's rage.
However, for Metis, who had lost half of her body, the excruciating pain of having her soul torn apart forced her to vent it.
"Toyokawa Shoko, it was you who killed Komugi! It was you, you yourself, who made Komugi despair of this world!" Metis shouted.
These words struck Xiangzi like a heavy hammer, causing her to sway. Banai instinctively reached out to support her from behind, but Xiangzi gently shook her head and remained standing alone, giving off a sense of frailty, like a candle flickering in the wind.
She came here today to take responsibility for her mistakes.
"Metis, please tell me, what is Xiaomu thinking? Please." Xiangzi bowed gently, but in return, a teddy bear was thrown at her face.
Although there was no physical harm, it was still a huge shock to Xiangzi's heart.
"When you and Banami Yuu switched identities, did you consider Mutsu's feelings, Toyokawa Shoko? You're always like this, always so carelessly trampling on other people's feelings for you."
For Mutsu, who has been hated and feared by Minami since childhood, do you know how much she values her childhood friendship with you?
Even though Mumu is so clumsy, she said she wanted to be your childhood friend for life in order to comfort you after losing Mizuho.
Do you know what this means? It means she wants to protect you for the rest of her life!
"That idiot Xiao Mu, I want to protect you for the rest of my life!" Metis shouted frantically, tears streaming down his face.
Now, in this world, only Metis knows the inner thoughts of Wakaba Mutsu.
Just as Su Shi was trying to stop Metis, Banami gently shook her head from behind.
Su Shi finally pursed her lips and did not stop her.
"But, but you, Toyokawa Shoko, didn't consider any of this at all, and simply handed over your identity to Hachimi Yuu."
You even shamelessly told Xiao Mu that you and she were childhood sweethearts. Do you really understand what Xiao Mu means by childhood sweethearts?
No, you don't understand. You're only thinking about yourself.
On one hand, she wants a romantic relationship with Yana Miyu, and on the other hand, she wants to maintain her friendship with Mutsu, and she is even unwilling to take the initiative to understand Mutsu.
"Little Mu... she's so pitiful..." After saying that, Metis burst into tears.
Xiangzi couldn't help but slump to the ground, like a puppet with its strings cut.
"Do you know how much pressure Xiaomu has been under all this time, just to put on that cheerful facade in front of Minami and in front of you?"
But she was still forcing herself. She just felt that as long as she pretended to be like that, Minami would be happy and Toyokawa Shoko would no longer be bullied.
She already knows she can no longer be your childhood sweetheart; she just wants to reject everyone and be alone.
So even though it helped her get rid of the negative public opinion surrounding that video, Xiao Mu refused her request to join Ave Mujica because at that time, Xiao Mu was already...desperate?
For her, and for the world.
But she still pretended to work hard, trying to get closer to Xiao Mu, thinking that with our years of friendship, the problem could be solved as long as we communicated.
Deep down, she had never considered, or rather, was unwilling to seriously consider, the reasons for Xiao Mu's change.
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