New widow

Chapter 191 Anger

"You are the daughter of the Duke of Guo, so naturally you can do whatever you want." Xia Yun said the same thing, and Song Zhen laughed: "I don't care about the daughter of the Duke of Guo. These days, it's killing me."

"I can't get used to the life in the market." Xia Yun said frankly. She was born and raised in the Chen family, and everything she learned was taught by the Chen family. In the market, you have to work on your own in exchange for food and clothing. Xia Yun couldn't help but look down at Song Zhen's hands. Song Zhen's palms had thin calluses. These were not pampered hands.

"Your hands are very soft and small." Song Zhen also shook Xia Yun's hand: "In the Chen Mansion, a maid like you doesn't have to do those tiring jobs even if you think about it."

Xia Yun nodded: "The servants in the house are also divided into different grades. The personal maids who follow the girls are the most respectable among the maids." Sometimes they are even more respectable than the maids who follow the old ladies.

Because girls will get married, who knows where their future husbands will go? The girls' identities have changed, and naturally their maid's identities have also changed.

"So I beg you, and you are very angry. You think I am just a willful girl who wants to beg you to humiliate you." Song Zhen said slowly, and Xia Yun laughed again: "Even if you want to If you humiliate me, I will only accept it."

What stands between them is the difference between master and servant. Xia Yun doesn't think that the thin blood relationship is very important.

"I'm sorry." Song Zhen's apology made Xia Yun unable to hold back the smile on his face. After a while, Xia Yun said, "Why do you have to tell me that you're sorry?"

"Because I should ask you first instead of thinking like this

yes. Song Zhen said calmly, and Xia Yun smiled: "You are younger than me and you are my sister. How can I not protect you, and how can I be angry because of your self-righteousness?" "

There was a hint of doubt in Song Zhen's eyes. Xia Yun looked at Song Zhen and patted her hand: "Okay, I can only talk to you about what's on my mind right now. When I go out, you are still the young lady and I am." Maid."

"I don't want to." Song Zhen still only said this. Xia Yun became anxious: "What are you talking about? In front of outsiders, you will only be laughed at..."

"Aren't you willing to be humble? You don't want to be a good daughter of the Duke of the country, but you want to recognize some servant as your relative." Song Zhen's words left Xia Yun speechless. After a while, Xia Yun said softly: "Since you You all know, why are you doing this?"

"Because there are many things in this world that are more important than status." Song Zhen looked at Xia Yun: "If I don't ask my biological mother for the sake of status, what's the difference between me and an animal?"

Xia Yun was silent again, and Song Zhen took Xia Yun's hand: "Let them do whatever others say. I just want you to remember that I am not humiliating you by asking for you."

Xia Yun looked up, and Song Zhen looked at the tears in her eyes and whispered, "We should have been sisters who grew up together."

This sentence made Xia Yun's tears fall more quickly. She turned her head, not wanting Song Zhen to see the tears on her face, but Song Zhen held her hand tightly: "Sister, I want to know, know my mother's Those things.”

You can call me "mother" openly and openly, and you can laugh with your cousins, instead of being cautious and afraid that if you say something wrong, they will be displeased. Of course, the Wu family’s

Those girls would not show their displeasure, but their eyes and other gestures told Song Zhen that Song Zhen should be grateful to the Wu family. It was the Wu family who recognized her as their niece, and that allowed Song Zhen to be admitted to the capital. Only if you accept it, you will get a good marriage in the future.

This shouldn't be like this between sisters. Xia Yun listened to Song Zhen's words and said softly: "If you didn't tell me, I wouldn't have known that you were thinking this way."

"I don't want to be in vain with them anymore." Song Zhen looked at her hands: "A person can only eat three meals a day, and sleep on less than seven feet at night. Food and clothing are enough. As for Other than that, I don’t care.”

Xia Yun's lips pursed slightly. What Song Zhen said was something Xia Yun didn't quite understand. Everyone Xia Yun knew wanted to strive for the top. It would be great if they could be praised by their master. Decent. But some people say, don’t want those decencies, don’t want those pomps.

"This will be very hard." Xia Yun's words made Song Zhen smile: "I don't care about the hard work. After all, my mother and I live in a small town."

"Then, you..." Xia Yun wanted to say something more, but Song Zhen had already leaned into her arms: "Those people and I are incompatible. They look down on me deep down, but they want to smile at me out of upbringing."

"The girl is a good person. She often tells us that since she recognizes you, you are her cousin. We can't neglect her." Xia Yun gently stroked Song Zhen's shoulder, and Song Zhen smiled. This girl must be Miss Chen.

"I don't care." Song Zhen looked up and looked at Xia Yun.

"I envy you." Xia Yun couldn't help but whisper, Song Zhen had

Jing laughed and said, "Why do you envy me, sister?"

"I'm not envious of your status. After all, this status is destined from birth. What I envy is your calmness." Ask yourself, if you are in a different place, Xia Yun cannot be as calm as Song Zhen. Xia Yun He cares about the eyes of the world. Even though he is the only daughter of the Duke's palace, Xia Yun will follow the rules and treat his maternal ancestors and his family as servants and try his best to clear up the relationship with them.

"Sister grew up with rules. As for me, I come from a place where there are no rules." After saying this, Song Zhen buried her head on Xia Yun's shoulder: "These days, I only feel heavy constraints. I can't even take a breath. There’s no time left.”

The glory and wealth that everyone in the world wants is shackles.

"Then what will you do in the future?" Xia Yun asked with concern, and Song Zhen smiled: "I didn't live in the Duke's mansion in the past few years, and I lived a good life."

"That's because you have the protection of the Duke's Palace." Xia Yun said softly, and Song Zhen nodded: "Then from now on, we will still have the protection of the Duke's Palace."

Xia Yun frowned suspiciously, and Song Zhen had already pulled her up: "Let's not talk about this anymore, sister, tell me, what was your original life like?" Xia Yun thought for a while: "Nothing, before the age of six, At home, my parents loved me very much, but they often had to go to the mansion as errands, and an old woman took me with them. After I was six years old, I entered the mansion, first learned the rules, and then stayed with the girl."

After saying that, Xia Yun sighed softly: "You have to tell me, leave the house and let me live my own life. I really have never thought about what kind of life I can live if I leave." So Xia Yun

When Song Zhen asks for help, she will be confused and then angry. That is the instinctive anger when a person feels that his life will be different because of someone else's casual words.