novelraw Chapter 74 I'm not relying on you anymore, and you shouldn't believe me either.
Chapter 74 I'm not relying on you anymore, and you shouldn't believe me either.
Chapter 74 I'm not relying on you anymore, and you shouldn't believe me either.
"on the contrary."
Nan Feng patted the crumbs off his hands and continued, "If you buy a serving made by a professional chef, the taste is top-notch and the texture is perfect."
"I enjoyed the food you gave it to me, and I could tell that you bought it especially for me."
"You saved yourself the effort, and I enjoyed a delicious meal. Everyone is happy; that's true kindness."
Nan Feng stood up, looking down at the stunned Qian Renxue, and poked her forehead with his finger: "Get this straight, little girl."
"When you want others to feel your sincerity, don't presumptuously impose your will on them."
"Don't think that just because I've put in the effort, others should be grateful."
"Try to put yourself in their shoes."
"Find out what people really need and what makes them feel comfortable."
Don't just wallow in self-pity.
"That----"
Nan Feng turned and walked out, his voice echoing in the empty imperial kitchen: "He's an idiot."
As the last word "idiot" fell, Nan Feng's figure had just stepped out of the threshold when the purple light around him began to flash intensely.
"Pop".
Like a burst soap bubble, the solid body instantly disintegrated, turning into countless points of light that vanished into the air.
The deadline has passed.
The Sea of Spirit, the Palace.
On the once empty bed, Nan Feng's figure appeared out of nowhere. He lay on his back, staring blankly at the ceiling, his face filled with exhaustion and weariness.
Where did you go?
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Bibi Dong's consciousness materialized instantly and came knocking on the door.
"Where have you been all day? Not a sound."
"This isn't like you."
Ever since this old spider attached itself to her, it has been either yelling and cursing, making sarcastic remarks, or doing some inexplicable crazy things every day.
But since that unpleasant conversation the night before last, he has completely disappeared.
He was as quiet as a dead person.
This unusual quiet made Bibi Dong feel inexplicably uneasy.
"none of your business."
Nan Feng turned over, his back to her.
"My affairs are none of your business."
Having said that, he didn't want to stay a second longer. Even though he was feeling a bit listless, he still forcibly mobilized his soul power.
Buzz!
Outside, Bibi Dong's body trembled violently, and her eighth spirit ring lit up once more.
Within the sea of consciousness, Nan Feng's figure began to blur, clearly preparing to activate the Spider Emperor's clone again to escape.
"stop!!"
Bibi Dong became famous. In a flash, she stood in front of Nan Feng and forcibly severed his connection with the outside world's spirit rings.
"Nan Feng! What exactly are you trying to do?!"
"Running away at the drop of a hat? Are you asking for trouble?"
"Or are you trying to clear your head again by going into the Rakshasa Secret Realm?"
"It doesn't matter," Nan Feng said indifferently.
"You can come in or open the gate whenever you want."
"Anyway, I'm just a parasite, you're the master, you can do whatever you want with me."
"You—" Bibi Dong was speechless at his arrogant attitude.
"but."
Nan Feng changed the subject, pointed to his head, and said in a low voice, "Just a friendly reminder."
"Ever since you entered the Rakshasa Secret Realm and I was affected, my mental state has been very unstable."
"You've probably noticed it too, haven't you?"
"Compared to before, I am more easily irritable and easily lose control. My mood swings are so great that even I am afraid of them."
"This is all thanks to that godforsaken place."
"If you feel you haven't had enough fun, if you still have the leisure to go there and suffer, then please go ahead."
"I can even open my soul for you to mess with."
"but----"
Nan Feng leaned closer to Bibi Dong: "If I go in a few more times, I don't know what I'll become."
"Maybe I'll become an idiot, maybe I'll go completely insane."
"Of course, if you're curious, you're welcome to try it."
"only----"
"I'm already so out of control now."
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"What if I completely go insane and lose my mind—"
"Guess."
"What will I do then?"
"Even I didn't know."
Bibi Dong frowned, staring intently at the lifeless purple light and shadow in the sea of consciousness.
An unprecedented sense of unease enveloped her heart.
In the past, although this guy was sharp-tongued, unreliable, and even occasionally crazy, Bibi Dong could sense that at his core he was rational, even extremely shrewd.
Behind every action he takes and every word he utters lies a clear purpose and consideration of self-interest.
That was the madness of "restraint".
But now—
"Something is wrong with you right now."
Bibi Dong said in a deep voice, "Given your current mental state, where you could collapse at any moment, if I were to activate the Rakshasa Secret Realm now, you simply wouldn't be able to withstand the onslaught of evil thoughts. If you go mad, I'll be doomed too!"
Why exactly?
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"Weren't things fine before? All because of those few words you said the night before last?"
"Is it really necessary?"
Bibi Dong simply couldn't understand how this ancient spider, who had lived for 100,000 years, could have such a fragile mental capacity.
Nan Feng completely ignored her question.
In the sea of spirit, purple light suddenly shone brightly.
He forcibly mobilized his newly recovered soul power, completely disregarding Bibi Dong's wishes, and directly activated his eighth soul skill!
Buzz—! ! !
in reality.
Bibi Dong felt her body lighten, and a purplish-black figure instantly separated from her body and took shape on the open ground of the palace.
As soon as Nan Feng landed, he didn't even glance at Bibi Dong before turning around and heading towards the door.
"stop!!"
Bibi Dong suddenly stood up, and her level 97 aura instantly erupted, directly sealing off the entire space of the palace.
"Explain yourself clearly!"
Nan Feng stopped in his tracks.
He had his back to Bibi Dong, remained silent for a moment, and then slowly turned around.
"talk?"
Nan Feng tilted his head. "Didn't I already tell you everything I should and shouldn't have said the night before last?"
"I told you my fears, my worries, and even begged you for a little trust, like a dog wagging its tail, begging you to lend me a hand, even if it's just in the future."
"But what was your answer to me?"
Nan Feng shrugged, mimicking Bibi Dong's tone from back then, and said coldly, "What does this have to do with me?"
"If someone could really destroy your consciousness without harming me, I would be so happy I wouldn't be able to sleep."
"Isn't that your exact quote, Your Holiness the Pope?"
Bibi Dong was speechless.
That was definitely what she said.
"Since you've already made your point so definitively, since you've clearly stated that you don't care, you might even wish for my death."
"Then why are you asking me this now?"
Nan Feng said calmly.
"Just like you said, I am a selfish, treacherous beast who will not act without self-interest."
"Since they are wild beasts, they should live like wild beasts."
"From this day forward, I will no longer interfere in your grand ambitions or your papal authority."
"As for my matter—"
Nan Feng turned around and started walking again: "Don't ask any more questions."
"After all, this has nothing to do with you—doesn't it?"
"stop!"
Bibi Dong flashed and instantly blocked the entrance to the palace, cutting off Nan Feng's path.
"Nan Feng! What exactly are you trying to do?!"
"Explain yourself! What do you mean I won't get involved? What do you mean I shouldn't ask questions? Who are you trying to fool with this half-dead attitude?!"
"What do I want to do?"
Nan Feng stopped and slowly raised his head.
"Oh----"
"That's a huge joke."
"Bibi Dong, is your memory failing you? Or are you simply used to ignoring what I say?"
Nan Feng took a step closer to Bibi Dong: "From the very beginning, I've made myself very clear to you."
"Everything I did, all my calculations, all my plans, were for just two words—to live."
"As long as I can live, as long as it doesn't violate this fundamental principle, I can do anything and help you with anything."
"I'll help you suppress the Elders' Hall, help you subdue the Haotian Sect, help you secure your position as Pope, and even help you deceive Qian Daoliu."
"I thought that after doing so much and showing so much sincerity, you would understand me a little and believe me a little."
"Even if they're not friends, they're at least allies you can rely on, right?"
"And the result?"
"The result is the answer from the night before last."
"In your heart, I am still just a damned parasite, a monster that could turn on you at any moment. You can't wait for me to die, you can't wait for someone to clean house for you."
"If that's the case, what else is there to say?"
Nan Feng shrugged, looking utterly bored: "Since you're completely unreliable, since you're unwilling to trust me at all."
"Then forget it."
"I'm not relying on you anymore, and you shouldn't believe them either."